If it means nothing to you 
Why do you sing with me at all?

it has hence come to my attention that i have just been so caught up in the emotion of things that the whole event itself just seems to brush past me.
i remember not what it is that happens
instead the taste and flavour that it leaves behind
and every wave and emotion that rushes over me
leaves me breathless
panting
and always wanting more
beacuse after the first headed rush all that is left is emptiness and a huge gaping void
and i am silently screaming out
crying tears that will not fall

i tried to write normally
about what i did the whole weekend
but somehow i couldnt find the words to do so